I couldn't wear the crop top.
In looking back on my years goals, I see that I've accomplished so much!
My completed goals for 2021:
✅ Run a half marathon
✅ Push Ariya through a race
✅ Run at least 10 5Ks (I ran 12 and PR'd!)
✅ Run at least 3 10Ks (I ran 4, PR'd again!)
✅ 20 min. ab circuit every day (missed 4 days from illness)
✅ Obtain formal Nutrition & Coaching certifications from Precision Nutrition
I even did some stuff I didn't plan on doing...
💪🏻 Became an ACE Certified Personal Trainer
💀 Launched Dead Set Nutrition & Fitness
The one I didn't accomplish? The "easiest" one of all.
Wear a crop top in public.
I bought a cute Marvel crop that I wanted to wear out one day - casual setting, not working out.
Couldn't do it.
I run in SheFit bras or crops in my neighborhood all the time. I post videos and photos here in the same. Why is it so different?
When I work out, or show someone else form, I simply don't care what I look like.
Outside the gym, I worried too much about what others would think of me and my body. If I'd look stupid. If they'd think I looked 'fat'.
This should act as a reminder to all - no matter what you may see, everyone has their own demons.
Some of those demons you never fully conquer, but you can learn to live above them.
Body dysmorphia is a bitch.
My goals for 2022 are still being worked out, but I know one thing for sure...I will wear that damn crop top.
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